there she goes again.

to whom it may concern.you know who you are
i guess there're very few people that would associate themselves to these lines.
lines that i write from the bottom of my heart.

hate? not this time.
no grudges hold.
you come and go, in every single form of life.
you once were air... air that made me live.
made me breathe.
you once were words... words that made me cry.
made me fly.
this time, you're memories... memories that make me wonder.
make me think.

they make me think how could it be
how could this happen.
this is not a drama act, nor a theatre night. just for you to know.
i know i am a known douche bag.
a mistake collector.
but are the mistakes the bottom line?
i think this time it's both our fault, and no one's fault at the same time.

tricky. isn't it?
but things...
things just happened way wrong.
time went just too fast.
minds got confused much too long.

you know what you did, and what you did not.
and i surely know where i fucked up.
as a song goes: "i don't blame you, for being you. but you can't blame me for hating it"
i guess it applies, for both of us.

in the end it all goes back to where it started
time passes by
and this time, seems to repeat itself.
just with unforgettable memories sticked in.

which came first?
love or misery?

what i did for you, i did for no one. ever.
what you meant to me, no one ever could reach that.
and as you start walking away.
i can do nothing else than just. watch you.
like i've always been supposed to.

thanks for everything, miss delirious.