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once a new day comes,
it has different meanings for different people.
some expect great things
some are counting the hours for it to end.
when you've gone through things that left you broken,
you anxiously wait for the day when it all changes.
"the start of something new"; as some people call it.
the phrase itself may sound a bit over-used
because even the most bizarre person can tell
that there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
and yeah, after all.. "it's surprisingly true"
but it may be subjective at times aswell.
some may disagree
but the meaning of it may vary,
depending on the way you see it.
eventhough you've gone through a lot of stuff
pain, suffering, deception, sadness... younameit*,
it doesn't necessarily has to be considered as 'a bad thing'.
it's true you feel like shit at certain points,
but you still learn a thing or two
that will help you run smoother in the future.
the so called "experience and wiseness".
in the end, i think it's a huge part of what life is about.
you live, you love, you hate.. you learn.
i may not be the best examble of a wise person but.
when you think about it
it doesn't hurt at all to take a look of things from different angles.
it maybe will. make you feel better.
and stronger.
to whom it may concern.you know who you are
i guess there're very few people that would associate themselves to these lines.
lines that i write from the bottom of my heart.
hate? not this time.
no grudges hold.
you come and go, in every single form of life.
you once were air... air that made me live.
made me breathe.
you once were words... words that made me cry.
made me fly.
this time, you're memories... memories that make me wonder.
make me think.
they make me think how could it be
how could this happen.
this is not a drama act, nor a theatre night. just for you to know.
i know i am a known douche bag.
a mistake collector.
but are the mistakes the bottom line?
i think this time it's both our fault, and no one's fault at the same time.
tricky. isn't it?
but things...
things just happened way wrong.
time went just too fast.
minds got confused much too long.
you know what you did, and what you did not.
and i surely know where i fucked up.
as a song goes: "i don't blame you, for being you. but you can't blame me for hating it"
i guess it applies, for both of us.
in the end it all goes back to where it started
time passes by
and this time, seems to repeat itself.
just with unforgettable memories sticked in.
which came first?
love or misery?
what i did for you, i did for no one. ever.
what you meant to me, no one ever could reach that.
and as you start walking away.
i can do nothing else than just. watch you.
like i've always been supposed to.
thanks for everything, miss delirious.
talking to myself
and nobody's home
these days i am my closest friend
just trying to realize what's been of me
watching a "sadness meets deception" movie
tried to figure out if what you say is what you mean
or if what you do is what is meant to be my everyday
but i know different. now i know better.
maybe giving your all is what leaves you so empty
maybe your smile was the missing number
to my collision rollercoaster ride.
i'm crashing. but i'm no fucking wave.
some say the winner laughs last
but. is a smile the prime trophy?
seems like the full meaning of feeling on the top of the world
is that the fall will hurt a whole lotta more.
it's funny how easy you can lose what seems to be "your air"
experience sometimes teaches you to wait for your award
but with no accepting speech.
acted like a foreigner
as you welcomed me to a town called hipocrecy.
what goes around comes around
and what happens is for the better. or so geeks say.
i gave my share.
i played my part. and maybe more.
good luck and. thanks for the memories.
no grudges hold. do you deserve that?

First of all, I gotta say... crazy business this. Fair play to Becks tho. Reported $200 mil over 5 years swayed his choice, considering both Milan clubs were interested.
He is worth it IMO. He'll do wonders for the MLS promotion. He has worked hard over the last 15 years to be a top professional and think this kind of move is good for him. He no doubt sees himself as some sort of ambassador for British football. Maybe he thinks he can do what Best and Pele did in the US and help improve the league there.
Media I believe was one of the major factors in moving to the US. No doubt he can still do a job but he will be more protected in the US. Plus his youth academy is right next door to the LA Galaxy stadium I believe.
Fantastic player irrespective of what people say. Steve McLaren was a fool to drop him completely from the England setup. Model professional and an icon for any youngster wanting to develop.
If he were still involved with the England squad though, even if only on the fringes, I doubt his move to Galaxy would've happened (at least not so soon - he was always going to sign for them eventually).
I feel he's taken the easy option and has given up on representing his country again. He's not going to be anywhere near as challenged in the MLS as he would be playing in Europe. Effectively it's an early retirement for Beckham.
A shame really, as I feel he still has so much to offer. I just hope he doesn't let his foot off the gas as he's one of the hardest working footballers I've seen.
Under McLaren he would never have played for England again. How can people doubt his dedication to play for his country is beyond me. He was almost in tears when he gave up his captaincy. It was a slap in the face for him to be dropped from the England setup and he was used as a scape goat for Englands poor WC performance when, in my humble opinion; there were far more players that underperformed in the WC and walked away scot free.
He will raise the game in America and bring attention to a sport loving nation. I doubt very much that Beckham is a quitter. He has never gave that impression and no doubt he spoke to McLaren and those involved in the England setup before making his choice.
Selected people and media alike treated him like shit during his career in England and also when he left for Spain. I for one don't blame him for moving away to a country were he will gain the respect that he truely deserves.
David Beckham is a family man, you have people on the news saying he has went because of Posh, maybe... But so fucking what?. She is his wife and Mother to his 3 children, she has a right to have an opinion on where she wants to live. Plus the fact he is earning a fortune.
The Beckhams do a fantastic amount for charity and other than IMO fabrication from that stupid cow Loos they seem a very strong couple. I say good luck to them and I wish them every success imaginable.
And yeah... I'm sad, I'll miss him so much. Because David Beckham was my ultimate favorite player ever, and I mean EVER. Before he married Posh, before the entire world knew his name... I followed him. And you can ask anyone who knows me. I cried, screamed, enjoyed, and lived up every single minute he was out there on the pitch, be it Wembley, be it Old Trafford, be it Santiago Bernabeu, be it elsewhere, and I will continue doing so, shame just not at pro level.
"Look around, look around,
Spot the man that can be found,
Open up your eyes and see,
It's David Beckham that we've come to see.
Turn around, turn around,
Scoring at every ground,
Oh, what a sight to see,
See Fergie's face lighting up with glee.
There's a light, shining bright,
And he plays in red and white,
So young lad, don't be sad.
Just play well, on the night,
Unlike the boys in Kappa shite,
And we'll win the league again..."
Thanks for everything David.